I love deviantart.com. It is an amazing compilation of great talent and great ideas. I wish I was full of ideas, but my personality isn't very enthusiastic lately. I feel like I got old and rusty, but I am only 19. I feel 50, criticising the youth and talking politics.
I need to dream. I need to dream and make those dreams become reality. I need to be myself. Explore that inner "I" that wants to paint, draw, make music, shoot videos, take pictures, play soccer. Instead I sit behind a computer and observe other people's happiness, when I could create my own.